Find Yourself On The Other side Of Your Fears
And You will have FREEDOM and sense of Fulfilment.
One Quote:
“If you want to change your life, just go for a walk.”
"Above all, do not lose your desire to walk. Every day I walk myself into a state of well-being and walk away from every illness. I have walked myself into my best thoughts, and I know of no thought so burdensome that one cannot walk away from it." - Søren Kierkegaard
FIND YOURSELF ON THE OTHERSIDE OF YOUR FEARS
[Kalipara: A Spectrum of Blue Hues- At 1200 ft. with a beloved soul ]
The Me I wanted to be, always scared me
I wanted to be free of location and time.
I wanted to escape to mountains and forest
I wanted to live in the sacred ashrams in India
I wanted to be in the Satsang’s of Mooji Baba
I wanted to be in Himalayas
Walking
Meditating
Chanting and aligned with in Siva consciousness.
I don’t know why mountains always called me
I loved walking long deep in the woods
Long as 10 to 20 miles a day
Be lost in my own brain
In the thoughts
I rejoice the flash of sudden thoughts and the process of building it in the mind frame.
I always wanted to explore the human potential,
But to pursue the life of my love
Too lead such a self-immersed life opened the cages of monsters I always feared,
I didn’t have a steady income.
I always depended on the salary.
It was a month-to-month rat race
Rent
Food
School fee of my daughter.
I didn’t have an inheritance from parents
I am a family man
I don’t regret the decision of getting married,
As I am blessed with an amazing princess.
My lovely daughter.
Yet it also locked me in to the cycles of rat race.
The uncaged monsters of my fear always mocked me.
Threatened me
Paused the direct questions.
How do you pay the rent?
How do you pay for food if you go to the mountains?
How do you meet the medical expense of your parents if you lose this job?
How do you live man. if you resign the job?
You can’t !!!!!!!!
You are a slave for this life time
It haunted me for the last 20 years
I was living the life of slavery
My corporate job
I lived in a busy noisy city
And in the blink of an eye
I found celebrating my 40th birthday
A life of nothing
One among the crowd.
I blamed Karma
I blamed my parents
I blamed the country I lived
I blamed the partner I married
I blamed everything in my life
Hate and resentment torn me apart
Alcohol couldn’t give the shot to get out my head.
I was neither famous nor rich but busy always,
And I picked up my long-lost habits of putting thoughts on paper
Writing
Thoughts started flowing
In many forms and shape
I wrote and wrote
Pain
Despair
Hope
Future
I found my pen give me hew hopes
I found life taking shapes in new ways
I didn’t stop writing
And I started social writing
Writing things publicly gave me a family of followers,
A community
Some fall in love with me
Some looked at me with awe
Some loved me
Some appreciated me
Some offered me help
Some asked me to work with them
And it all changed upside down
I quit my 9 to 5 rat race
I become a fulltime social writer
I became a new Me
The ME I wanted to be
I am not an established Author with Bestsellers in my credit
I am not your typical writer, Of 80and 90s
I learnt the art of digital writing
Digital writing made me a consultant
A coach and a conscious seeker
It changed my life
I am in the deep forest sometimes
Or on the peak of a mountain
But I am not lost
My monsters left me
They found I have a double-edged sword
The abilities to write
Feb 2023, as on today
My bank account hit
$2.5 K
Frankly speaking
5 months of my take home salary in India
I know all my fears are meaningless
Words can grant me the ULTIMATE FREEDOM
The power of Creator Economics
And today morning when sit in the lonely mountain top to mediate with some oof the best souls
I am proud of the great decision, to take my Pen and paper back in 2020
And write down the gushing of my heart
And you too can make that
If you just fall in love with words
And little strategy to become a better digital creator.
Have a creative week,
Your man
Jilson Writer-Monk K J
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That'll make me sad.
But hey... I get it. You're busy.
Wow. Great story about life and how to overcome obstacles and make your dreams come true 🙏❤️